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| 12:18pm 19/06/2007 |
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SO happy school is finally over. Well almost, i have an exam this friday so I have the entire week off. It already feels like summer, going for walks, tanning by the pool, sleeping in, not a care in the world! It's great.
I'm gettin my hair dyed this wednesday, and after that I'm going to Kelsey's with Crystal. That should be fun, I love Kelseys. I really hope my hair turns out nice cause my grad is the week after. I'm all done shopping! Yesterday I went to the mall with Megan out of the blue, but ended up being a very productive day. I got my shoes that match my dress completely. And I also got a tiara :P i REALLY wanted to wear a tiara for grad, so now i have one :D i'm happy. So i got my dress, tiara, shoes, gonna wear some jewellery i already have, so i'm all set. I got my hair cut last week, dying it this week, have an appointment booked for an updue the day of, and my nails are growing nice, long, and healthy so i dont' have to get fake ones, i can just do it myself.
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| Love fridays |
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| 01:19pm 08/06/2007 |
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I love fridays...especially when i DON'T have co-op lol I only have one class, so i went to it, it was hilarious because our teacher didn't feel like doing work either, so we arranged our chairs in the middle of the room in a circle, and had circle time lol that's right....grade 12 accedemic course, and we're having circle time lol awesome way to end the week. and i had no co-op so i've been home since 10-10:30am and have just been watching tv since.
its so hot outside...i'm suppost to go out tonight, i most likely will, i just don't wanna go outside...i'd rather stay in the nice cool air conditioning i have :P
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| Crazy psycho week..finally over |
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| 11:20pm 07/06/2007 |
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This week has been nothing but crazy psycho week! In the co-op program i'm finishing, i've been directing a play and this week was both my school's final performance. Day after day I have been backstage pulling my hair out, yelling at kids, and creating an awesome play. Yesterday the principal went on the mic after the performance and thanked me and my co-op partner for our hard work throughout the year. I thought that was very thoughtful. They also gave us coupons for Tim Hortons :p which is freakin awesome. A very nice card that said thank you from the entire junior teaching staff, and a fancy pen from the school. Our music artist Mary also gave me a gift certificate to kelseys, montatans, outback, or whereever my partner and i want to go. (obviously kelseys). I had never felt so proud of those kids when i saw them all on stage singing the finale song. i almost cried. i got so many hugs at the end of the show, i just didn't want to leave. it was well worth it. i don't hate kids as much as i thought i did lol
Today was even better than yesterday. Today a couple students actually thanked us personally, and I got a bouquet of flowers. Even more kids were hugging me! The gr. 4's were adorible because they were dressed up like animals like bunnies, bears, beavers etc. it was so cute lol they were all saying goodbye and hugging me once again.
I didn't think I've love this program as much as i did. today and yesterday was just unbelievably amazing. i know for sure this is what i want to do. i love directing plays, watching all my hard work coming into action. also, the dance i choreographed turned out amazing at both schools. the girls performed it perfectly and i couldn't be more proud of them.
This has been an unforgettable experience. I have never felt more appreciated today and yesterday then i ever have. I rarely get noticed for my hard work at school or work so i didn't think this would be any different, but it was.
I also had my dance recital this week. I was really nervous about it because on monday (which was the rehersal) i screwed all my dances lol and couldn't remember the finale dance :P but yesterday when i went out there, i didn't miss a single move. it was amazing. i honestly feel like i belong on stage, no matter how sick i get before the performances lol after my one dance (hip hop) i had someone come up to me backstage and shes like "IT WAS HER!" i'm like...huh? and shes like "YOU WERE THE ONE WHO WAS AMAZING RIGHT UNTIL YOU LEFT THE STAGE!" i thought that was hilarious cz it wasn't like she was really young....she looked about my age lol which is a huge compliment cause she was wearing a shirt indicating she was a competitive dancer...and i'm not lol (could be, asked to be, can't afford it though)
So all the crazyness is finally over. I don't have co-op tomorrow so I go to my one class, home by 10am and i'm done...i'm SO going right back to sleep...speaking of sleep, i better get goin
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| 05:14pm 28/03/2007 |
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The weather has been so nice lately, today I walked home from co-op which took about 45 mins. it was such a nice walk. The kids at the school i was at today are so cute. They learn the choreography I teach them so fast, and they actually remember it, unlike me lol I love what i'm doing right now, I think I made a good decision by doing this co-op to decide if this is what I really want to do, I'm pretty sure i'd want to teach in high school instead of elementary school. In high school kids would take dramatic arts more seriously then elementary school when their just fooling around.
Things have been really interesting for me though, outside of school/work. This weekend should be fun, even though i have no idea what's going on.
ugh, gotta go do a religion assignment which is torture, and pack for some gayass overnight retreat i'm going to tomorrow....yay *gun to head* |
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| 09:18pm 16/03/2007 |
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god i haven't written on this in a while. so much has happened though!
A few months ago I started dating this guy named Eric. He's a great guy and I was really happy with him. Recently the feelings I had for someone have resurfaced so I felt really guilty staying in this relationship. So a couple days ago i ended it. I'm not gonna lie it was really hard and it hurt...at first i wasn't sure if i did the right thing. I talked to a few people and they reassured me that it was indeed the right thing to do. It just wasn't fair to him, staying in a relationship where I had feelings for someone else as well.
I now know that this indeed was a good decision, because the one I've been having feelings for again, has been leading me to believe that he feels the same way. I'm not getting my hopes up because every time i do, i somehow end up getting screwed over. I'm just gonna wait and play my cards right, see what happens... |
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| 07:30pm 01/12/2006 |
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so yesterday was the GHAC finals football game for my school. WE WON! We all stood out there and watched the game at ivor wynne stadium for like, 2 hours in the cold and rain. I got COMPLETELY soaked and i was SO cold. So suprise suprise! I'm sick today. I woke up this morning and it felt like there was a brick on my head. I couldn't move. So i'm like yah, screw school lol so i've been dying on the couch all day. I'm pissed off too cause i wanted to go shopping with Jesse today and also wanted to go to my friends house tonight for her birthday party. but no, my friday night i am spending dying on a couch. i managed to get the strength to come to the basement now to go on the computer because my brother is fixing mine. finally. it only took him from july/aug to actually look at it.
i hope i'm feeling better by sunday. there's the teacher's christmas party at the school and i'm performing in a play we're puttin on for their kids. i'm basically one of the main characters so if i don't show up i'm screwed, and i let everyone else down, so whether im feeling better or not, i HAVE to be there. tomorrow i have to work all day, but i could always go, screw you all and just go home lol
i am excited for my work's christmas party though. i mean, i'm not gonna have fun because everyone that is fun is gone. but i get to get dressed up and win something hopefully :P
well i'm gonna head back to the couch, my drugs are wearing off |
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| 07:37pm 28/11/2006 |
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My name is Lisa and I am in grade 12 in hamilton ontario. I work at a hardware store, mostly in the post office and it sucks lol I have a bet bunny named Baby and she is so cute :) I spend most of my time goin out with friends when i'm not working, and i love butterflies. My list:
1 - Pajamas :) i love pajamas but hate flannel
2 - Candy from anywhere but Canada
3 - Anything butterfly :) i love butterflies
4 - Anything penguin, i also love penguins lol
5 - Playboy clothes or jewellery for my friend Jesse :) lol
Please e-mail me at rainbow_sprinkles13@hotmail.com, hope to hear from you soon :) |
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| 09:44pm 31/10/2006 |
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so today was fun. this morning in dance i didn't think i needed to stretch because we were all working on our upcoming solo performances. so, obviously i hurt my back and it hurts like hell. Lesson learned. i had to go into work today from 1-5:30 and it was busy as hell! we had parcels that i couldn't imput from the afternoon, then the evening parcels arrived, i honestly had a stack of parcels taller then me!!! good thing i was only afternoon shift :P
after work, Pirate a.k.a batman met me at work and we headed out for trick or treating. we first stopped by my house so i could get a pillow case and a sweater, then we headed out to some houses and decided to ambush Jessika. her costume looked pretty freakin sweet. next we decided to ambush chris' house. we get there and chris says that there's cookies in the kitchen, so i went to the kitched and got attacked!!!! this person scared the shit outta me then picked me up and started running, it wasn't later i realized it was actually Clayton *shivers* there were actually cookies though, quite good. Shawn, Racheal, and Preston were also there. Then as we were there Amanda and Megan came...hehehe. Clayton scared the shit outta them too, HILARIOUS when its happening to someone else.
so after that, batman and I headed out for more trick or treating, then stopped by his house to get juice, then we walked back to Home Hardware to annoy people, then he walked me home so i wouldn't get attacked lol overall, candy = crap, wasn't even that much actual chocolate. o well, i'm cold and hungry. |
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| 08:51am 29/10/2006 |
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God bless daylight savings, I woke up this morning and was about to get ready for work, i went intot he washroom and my mom had written a note in soap on the mirror saying to turn the clocks back an hour, SWEET i didn't question a thing and went right back to bed.
Unfortunately i couldn't sleep and that is why i'm not sleeping right now. I had a horrible nightmare last night, it was so long, it just wouldn't end! i hate that, when you want to wake up so badly but you can't. Nightmares like the one i had last night just stay in my head for the rest of the day and i'm just not myself. All day i'm trying to figure out what it means and why I'm having so many of them. I wake up almost in tears just because i'm so scared. I can remember every little detail of them, like their trying to tell me something.
Last night the nightmare was all about these people chasing me trying to kill me. I had no idea why, but they kept chasing me whith these flamethrowers and they caught me i think twice, and i could feel the fire burning me, then i'd somehow escape. There people chasing me were both men and woman and all I could do was run. It was in some kind of neighbourhood because i was hoping over fences and running as fast as I could just trying to lose them. Finally i reached my house. I didn't have time to explain to my family but i just told them that i had to hide and just pretend they never saw me. of course the people were now in my house looking for me but i was hiding. Obviously i wasn't hiding good enough because they found me and had my arm twisted back so i couldn't escape, they said that if i didn't co-operate they would kill my family. so i did, they were just about to kill me when i woke up.
I have no idea what this means but it's not the only one i've had. I've had so many nightmares lately, and i just want them to stop. I wake up so afraid and their on my mind the entire day, sometime a few days.
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| 11:32pm 17/10/2006 |
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i can't stop coughing!!!! holy shit kill me!!! honest to god i spend an hour last night from 10:30-11:30 just coughing. Finally i took some extra strength robitussin and it helped me a little, but my bunny woke up up about 6-7 times during the night and by the morning i just wanted to kill the little furball. i still do, i walked into my room and she's just sitting in the middle of the room, meaning she escaped from her cage again magically, i tell ya she's one smart bunny.
anyshoe i'm dying so i should probably get to bed, i'm exhausted, if she keeps me up again tonight she's going in the bathroom tomorrow, or the frying pan... |
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| 12:19am 15/10/2006 |
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Because of recent events i've come to many conclusions. One of them is, things are constantely changing and I have absolutely no control of it. As much as I want things to be different, I just can't change them, so am I suppost to put up with it? The answer is simply yes. Whether I like it or not life goes on and I can either live it peacefully, which I don't, or miserably, which is the path I have chosen to take.
For a LONG while I have just waited and hoped for fate to just play it's part and let things turn out the way they were meant to. Well it must have been sleeping or something because things haven't played out the way they are suppost to. At first it was really horrible, but now I see the light and hope has been restored.
All this time I have waited and just hoped, i had a recent awakening of things that I have tried to ignore, but have now become reality. I guess I'm just suppost to keep waiting and pray that things can still turn out the way they are meant to.
It's never too late... |
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| 10:29pm 12/10/2006 |
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Well today i wasn't sneezing and coughing as much as i was yesterday. i'm just finding it hard to breathe. my nose is all stuffed up and my chest is congested so its extremely hard, and this cold weather isn't helping. i mean, i love the cold and all, but not when i'm sick.
I hope Jesse is feeling better, she's worse then me.
My bunny is pissing me off, she's making so much damn noise, and i want to go to sleep but fuuuucccckkkk she just won't shut up. I put some plexi-glass in the corners of her cage so she wouldn't eat the rug (cause she's putting holes in it) so she's scratching at the plexi-glass which is JUST as annoying as her scratching the rug. instead of a ripping noise, its now a squeaking noise.
SHUT UP
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| 02:25am 12/10/2006 |
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Tis the season for me to get sick. What else is new. I haven't stopped sneezing since Monday. I feel like death. My throat hurts, my head hurts, my nose is stuffed AND runny if that's possible, i don't wanna go to school tomorrow, or work. At least I'm not as bad as Jesse. She's gotta go to the doctors, I know i just have a cold and it'll run its course and leave eventually.
Today was just horrible. I have a very active life these days with all the dance I'm doing. First period i have a dance class so i'm stretching, warming up, then dancing. When your not feeling well it's so painful, and it was. Then they announced this morning there was a dance squad meeting after school (thanks for the notice) so i came home, had a nap, managed to get down some pizza, and i had to head back to school.
Practise was (in my opinion) a waste of time. The students that are running it are so unorganized i just felt like leaving. Since i felt like crap i almost did. After that i had to go to my actual weekly dance class. I REALLY almost didn't go but forced myself to because i pay for those classes so those aren't the ones to miss. I just kinda did half the stretches, then just half-assed the rest, same with the dance combo's we learned.
I haven't finished the book i'm reading yet. I'm almost done and i wanna have it finished soon cause i have to lend it to my friend Stefan so he can finish it before the movie comes out on dec.15th. I can't wait.
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| 09:45pm 08/10/2006 |
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Today was okay i guess. I worked all day which wasn't too bad cause no one ever comes into the post office on sundays. So i spent the majority of the day just ripping old delivery notice cards which hurt my hands...o well, i got payed to sit there and rip paper so i can't complain. Throughout the day i had a rubber band war with my co-worker sean. that also hurt my hand lol. it was pretty fun i guess, better then having a line up of customers bitching about mail that i have no control over. i watched harry potter 3 tonight. i haven't seen that one in a while and i really enjoyed it.
i think i'm getting sick. it only hit me a little while ago after i got home from work. but my throat hurts, my sinus' are all dry which hurts, and i'm really over heated cz i had a hot chocolate hoping that would make me feel better, but it didn't.
i think i'm just gonna go read and head to bed. the book i'm reading called, "Eragon" comes out Dec. 15th so i gotta finish the book by then, i'm so excited cause i'm almost done reading it...its awesome |
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| 10:56pm 06/10/2006 |
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Today was the best day i've had in A LONG time. it was so friggen sweet. In drama we didn't have to present cz our teacher is a crackhead and thought she said presentations were next tuesday which no one complained about, then as i dreaded going to data and was more then fashionably late, the fire alarm goes! which was sweet cause i already got let out about half way through cause i'm no the dance squad. so by the time we were allowed back in the school i went up to class and i wasn't late, and i only had to stay there about 20 mins lol it was hilarious. the pre-game show was so fun. everyone was so PUMPED and excited so we danced with so much energy and i didn't screw up :P which is always good lol then i stayed a while to wait for the football game to start. as i entered i saw that there were raffel tickets being sold for 25 cents so i thought, why not! if you won, you got to sit in the best seats at the game on a couch right at the sidelines, and get a blanket cause it was cold, and all hot chocolate and hot dogs and hamburgers you wanted....so yah...I WON it was friggen sweet lol i heard complaints all around me about how it was so cold, uncomfortable, and how everyone was hungey...NOT ME AHAHAHAHAH i was in HEAVEN! everyone was so jealous and i loved it lol. when the game was over megan and i headed over to value village to look for halloween costumes, but no luck :( so we ventured over to harveys for onion rings, then wal-mart but still no luck :( and i wanted season 5 of friends but they didn't have it!!!! that pissed me off, then i realized it was my mom's bday today so i quickly got her a card and her favourite chocolates lol...got home a little while ago n i think i'm gonna go read and head to bed
so yah, today was friggen amazing, i haven't had so much fun in a long time. |
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| 08:48pm 04/10/2006 |
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i am so freakin tired. this morning i woke up at 6 cause of the rain, and my bunny was scared so she started running around and making so much fuckin noise i wanted to fry her up in a stu! i had my dance class this morning, i don't really like the dance we're learning this week (we learn a new dance every week) cause its to a micheal jackson song and i hate him. yah then i had a math test and i think i did ok, didn't do great though. then i went home and it was pouring! then i had to go back to school cause of dance squad practise, in preparation for the football game on friday that i'm performing in at the half time show. then i came home and quickly had something to eat and headed out to dance class. ALOT of dancing today i must say. now i am so tired and i need a shower... |
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| 05:02pm 03/10/2006 |
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i am so tired! i made the 1st cuts of the dance squad at school, 2nd cuts are gonna be next week sometime, i hope i make it :S this friday there's a football game so we're performing during both lunches during school then at half time during the game. it's gonna be so much fun! i will be so pissed off if i get cut next week cause i'm already putting so much time and effort into it so it'll be gay if i get cut...i hope not
i have a whole box of cheese nips and i love them :D i've eaten half the box already...cheese nips are friggen amazing, that's all |
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| 06:42pm 01/10/2006 |
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wow i haven't written a journal in a while, what can i say i'm just a boring person. I worked all day which sucked. i was in the post office so i managed to hide in the back room all day and read this book i've been reading for a while, i'm almost done it and i'm really enjoying it. Yesterday i slept in until 11:30. it wouldn't have been so long but i put my bunny in the bathroom so she wouldn't wake me up lol oooooo friday Jesse dyed my hair in exchange for me being her pack mule when she went to get groceries. i ended up buying some chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream....holy shit it was amazing, but next time i think we're just gonna buy cookie dough straight up lol
maybe i'll write these a little more often but hey, that's what i said that last couple times :P i'm gonna go read... |
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| 11:02pm 08/05/2006 |
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So what else is new...I'M SICK!...ONCE AGAIN! All through last week and the beginning of this week i kept saying to myself...don't get sick, don't get sick, just don't get sick...and what happends? I fuckin get sick. I'm performing in 2 days! Well in about in hour it'll only be one day!!! I'm taking the morning off school tomorrow to sleep in and relax. Hopefully that's all i needed because i've been so busy lately. I've worked myself sick!
I just had a hot chocolate to help my throat (which has taken a beaten lately) and double dosage of Nyquill which i sill don't feel. it should have been kicking in about now...is that wrong that it hasn't!!! Oh well i'm heading to bed. |
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| 09:29pm 07/05/2006 |
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well i haven't written in a while. i am been soooo incredibly busy with my school play Godspell. The first performance is this wednesday. Starting yesterday, there is rehersals everyday! I am already completely drained. My voice hasn't gone yet which is a miracle. But my energy has. Yesterday I got home from rehersal and i just HAD to have a nap. Today i was going to have a nap again but Jesse wanted me to call her because of stupid people at work. So that was amusing lol
Today at rehersal the director (a teacher) came up to me and asked if i could take over one of the main rolls cause someone didn't show up...i thought sure! why not :P it'll give me something more exciting to do...little did i know, i didn't know anything lol i had no idea where to do ( i knew all of my 3 lines though lol) so people were pushin and pullin me around telling me where to go. and that wasn't even the fun part. THEN her solo came up! i had to sing it...on stage...with a microphone...in front of EVERYONE! (Thank God i knew the words)
At this point Connie is laughing her ass off at me cause first i'm running around pretending i know what i'm doing, now i'm singing! phew...and i didn't even mention the fact there was over 10 spotlights on us! SO FUCKIN HAWT! I think i sweat up an ocean or sumthin. wow
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